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i know nobody is going to see this, let alone anyone i know. so it's ok.

It's been 2 years since my only post here. I thought i was done ...

' but I don't know. I mean I don't like. care or anything.

yeah so on Wed. when we're coming back from the mtns. [my god it's cold up there] ...

' So I woke up 20 mins. ago. It's now 1:20. I don't really feel like I've wasted half the day when I get up at 12:30, 1 at my house but I do at my mom's. ...

' Ya know. My roommates are nice. to me and in general. they're cool.

But Jenn and Stephanie are related. And Kristina's Jenn's best friend. ...

' cause that's the most interesting part of my life right now. [no it is].

yeah so. he's told me twice he doesn't know how long it'll be ...

' Ya know. We're [evan and i i mean that 'we'] not in love. I mean yes we do love each other.......in the way you love a very good friend. and we're always ...

' yeah. i'm bitching again. I do that a lot apparently. funny thing is my mom doesn't think I do. cause I don't around her.

yeah so evan. ...

' which well I was before due to health news.

this doesn't happen to me. I don't have my heart broken twice in almost 2 yrs. no of course ...

' and I don't feel like I didn't get enough sleep.

You'd think, if someone had slept more than 8 hrs. they'd feel overtired. You know the ...

[finally getting all this out is emotionally exhausting]

Standing on the corner in the heat for hours, waving drink tickets next to drag ...