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Today I was offered a hot dog. My screwed up head first ask how many calories are there and how easy will this be to purge if I do eat it. The bun was ...

i am actually vile. my stomach should be cut off.

My birthday. In ten days. I don't want to have a big fuss over it because I know I shouldn't want it. I'm going to a Catholic student retreat that weekend ...

I just wish these stomach cramps would go away. This morning I woke feeling sick and sore. I have some stubborn food last night that didn't come up easily. ...

There is someone who I quite miss talking to... Used to be my best friend but unfortunately things ended up very sadly and I still miss my dear friend. ...

So I was put back on the tube a few days ago, and I've yet to get my feeding supplies, so I'm extremely anxious and I've been losing weight still. I just ...

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I've gone from not drinking and purging the whole summer to either drinking or purging every day.

My parents came to visit me in San Francisco for the weekend. It was really nice to have them, truly. I haven't bothered at all to meet anyone here ...

I'm not eating tomorrow. I fucking give up. I FUCKING give up.

Since I've even had restrictive thoughts! I thought I was cured for good! The thing about me and recovery though is I get FAT FAT FAT if I'm not constantly ...