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I’m at 135lbs of gross, my goal weight is supposed to be 120lbs and I am 15lbs away from that. My clothes are too tight for me, my body feels bloated ...

I see a broad-hipped, thin-haired woman trying to wedge her empty cart between my driver door and the car parked next to me.
"Is this your ...

3m update: My bestfriend moved ( we still talk a lot , I never eneded up telling her I liked her and I don't anymore) , my ex bestfriend got her butt ...

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my dad has cancer and he goes in for surgery 2 days after my birthday. I don't generally care about my birthday, but for some reason that sequence of ...

Tags: ana, anxiety, depression, stress

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I guess this is really just my fault, especially because I've given up on looking after my mental health for the past couple of months, but now I have ...

I forgot I created an account here, I'm an adult now at just looking for a more isolated site, somewhere I might be treated as a human, somewhere with ...

okay, so my friend had a birthday celebration this evening. i've been clean of eating disorder for so long. my last login to this site was in 2011 and ...

Tags: adult, alcohol, bulimia, relapse, takeaway

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I won’t let myself sleep until I finish this bottle of vodka even though I work 12 hours in a position of keeping people alive soon enough. I ate with ...

It has been 4 years since I have been in treatment, over a year since I left my recovery team, and here I am again. I recently made a comment about how ...

I hang out in my house in a white silk slip, like Elizabeth Taylor in Cat on a Hot Tin Roof

A newly discovered Hemingway story is called ...