eggwhites

so far so good.

hungerpains, thousands of them.

but being around food is making me nauseous.

i don't want to eat.
but i have to.
stir-fry vegetables and rice.

my total for today will be..
350 or so, not counting fruits and vegetables.
666 is you do count them.

then i'm going to pace around my room/house/yard until my legs collapse again.
and in the morning i have graduation practice,
and they're taking pictures.
so i can't eat breakfast.
can't look any fatter than i already do for pictures that my mom will display forever.