mustbethin61394

ok so yesterday was a super epic fail like ugh! im insanely hungry and my stomach acid is like eating itself! idk how ana's can do it ugh! its so hard. I wish i could but mia has her grip on me. Right now im in honors biology trying to take my mind off my stomach. Im listening to mine and my best gfs song Animals By Nickelback. Its pretty kick ass. I know we are nerds right.

Ok so last night i figured out that i definitely need to loose some weight like big time. Its driving me crazy!!!! ugh!!! i have decided to diet as much as possible dinner is the biggest issue. About to start a post about how to survive dinner without eating to much. I come from a rlly big family. we always cook 2 much and im paying for it now. I can't stand being fat!

I feel like im huge! i know that there are people bigger than me but i still feel like a whale!
Maybe if my weight wasn't all on my stomach i wouldn't feel as fat but god do i wish to be skinny. i wanna look like this:
http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_ijU8xX9PNM...wp1mo1_500.png

I really want this! no i need this. I need that control and im going to get it i swear!