Mykaila

First day on this site and i loooovee it. Helps me a bunch already
Sooo....I would consider myself anorexic. Even though a shitload of food goes into my mouth every day, it comes right back out. Ahhh yes ladies and gentlemen the wonderful chew and spit. I honestly have no idea if this even helps though. Does anybody know if you absorb any calories by doing this? I always feel fulll after so I get paranoid about it.
Food today-half a pb&j(70cal), goldfish(50cal THEYRE MY WEAKNESS!:[), apple(55ishcal). For lunch I had an orange (60cal). I couldn't help myself. It was just sitting there staring at me all juicy and tasty.
And then for "dinner" 2 packs of brownie bites, 1 pack of muffin bites, pizza bagels, goldfish(yet again), granola bar, and cookies. Alllll of which i spit out. Such a fucking expensive addiction xD And I'm kinda sorta just staring at some oreos right now that I know i'll probably scarf a few down. I wish i could purge but i'm too scared to
I'm 5'4" and i weigh 108.6lbs. My goal weight is 95 so hopefully I'll get there soon.

Some things you should know..i will lie to you. Mykaila is not my real name, but it will be as soon as i can legally change it to that. And my age is a mystery for you..