sweet_tooth

Riiight. Starting ABC tomorrow. I'm completely back in control of my life now.
I'll tell you about me. I'm Kate.
2007 - my mum became seriously ill, and ana was my way of coping I guess. It was perfect: my entire family were so concerned with my mum that they didn't see what was happening to me. But that is how I liked it.
I almost recovered. I wasn't far off from being completely healed until I began to realise I was loosing control of my life, on the off-chance of catching sight of my FAT, ugly, repulsive self in a shop window.
I've been restricting for about 2-3 months again and it's not coming off fast enough. I keep failing. I fail.
And now I'm absolutely determind to stay in control. I can't fail.


So.. ABC tomorrow, 500 cals.