mel_92

I'm in a really weird mood today. I woke up really early, showered, did 200 sit ups and 20 clenches and then had my 3 bites of an apple and my fibre drink (7 cals). Then went shopping with my mum for a big crate thing for my room. I told her it's for my stuff that just lies around, like my portable dvd player etc (which it is) but it's mainly for my tupperware boxes where I stuff the crackers I pretend to have for lunch each day. I also keep my food bags in there, laxatives, chocolate bars that I am given etc.

Binned lunch, binned dinner, paced up and down my hallway during half time of the England vs Slovenia (whoooo we won!) to burn more calories, did another 200 sit ups and 20 clenches. That's about all I've done today. Oh, no wait I walked into town earlier to burn a few more calories.

OH and omg *warning this is gross* my bowel movement problems have finally been solved. I am now the other end of the scale, i.e. severe stomach cramps and on the bog every few minutes. But I'm glad, it's a million times better than not being able to go, and I feel nice and empty. However I took waaaay too many laxatives which have made me feel like shit all day, and my heart hurts.

I also really struggled with my sit ups today. I don't know if it's because I'm doing them differently now, which is harder, or if I was just knackered from lack of food, or the effect the laxatives were having on me.

Anyway I'm happy about my low cal intake but I also feel really down for some reason. And I'm bored as fuck. I seem to spend every day now just waiting for the next one.
Gonna weigh myself tomorrow. I really, really hope I've lost weight.
This has been a really boring blog entry and I wasn't going to write one today because of me doing fuck all but I'm bored so wrote one anyway!