shopaholic66

so today I got my period (ie the worst thing ever). And that's not so good because I want to get frisky with boys this coming weekend. so what I was thinking was that I could either stop my period or start spotting at least to where I could have sex and just have blood from my hymen tearing...yes it'll be my first time and I'm 18 and still a virgin, but hopefully that'll end tomorrow. Random new subject I'm going to start becoming a little more organized and rested and a little less stress and FAT!!!!! so I made a to do list. I love making list especially if they are list of things to buy (which reminds me I need to fill out applications tomorrow after school and be done with the job process until I know they have recieved them and call them every week to make sure they know who I am). Anyways I did this also to make sure I don't eat. now for me as long as I'm busy and not bored I can stop myself from eating, so I've decided that I'm going to eat a little later than everyone else in my family, take it up to my room, make my own dinner, eat earlier...YEAH EASY STUFF. I'm really excited from these next 3 days of fasting. I'm starting right now. I've been doing kind of bad, but like I said my period started so I must have been PMSing. I need to learn how to control myself. What else yeah I've been a-wall for a little wall, but things have become really stressful lately, due to my procrastination nonetheless, but I'm reinventing myself to be lean, mean, A+ making machine. ooh I also need to look at colleges and have two meeting with school staff tomorrow. AND I need to write my appeal letter to get back into boarding; WISH ME LUCK!!!!! and thanks for reading.