shayyy333
Just faking it
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, 04-03-2010 at 08:48 AM (1035 Views)There is no clean-cut mold to define an anorexic.
I think the disease is very unique to each person.
But sometimes i feel like im faking it.
People who are seen as having the disease of anorexia practice thier eating habits for control, as a way to cope with thier lives, and are generally mentally disturbed.
They will do this to themselves untill they are so thin they might die.... and have extreme difficulty recovering.
I am not like this.
I practice anorexic eating habits because i just want to be thin.
I want to be beautiful.
I want to be perfect.
And thats it. Thats really all it is.
Its not about control or any of that crap.
I just cant be happy untill i am finally skinny enough.
The only part of me that i feel is diseased is my mind..... i have a warped self perception, possible BDD, and feel self worth is mostly related to my physical appearance.
So im kindof a fake anorexic. I admit it.