SilentS

I'm sorry I hope your Mom is okay, I'll keep her in my prayers tonight. I cut off my family for over 6 years partially due to my ED. It's very lonely without their support and love. Perhaps this might open up the possibility of talking to them again, SilentS. Call them, visit them or write them. It may help you feel better and they may feel better from just hearing from you.

Thanks for your kindness. I really want to, but it's just hard to show feelings again. It's like I'm just dead inside.

I'm so sorry I really am. I had to cut off my mom and when bad things happen I have to cut them off so I can avoid showing them my pain. I'm here for you and am praying for you!

Thanks for your endearment. I still don't feel very good atm, but it's better.