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It's the same for me :/ I kinda feel bad using my sister as inspiration/motivation, but it works, and she's so goddamn oblivious. Always complaining about how fat she is... but at the same time she knows she's perfect.
Let's beat our sisters, and make them the fat ones! :L

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that's why i often buy food for her and feed it to her
works every time cause i know the stuff she just can't resist
i really enjoy watching her eat it while i can think of how i don't take in those caloriens
know i'm horrible

it sounds horrible but i quite like that too... i mean watching other people eat and knowing that you won't be putting on the calories - they will. It sounds insane but its actually my brother who i'm jealous of cos he has amazing willpower and strength, i mean he can run for hours and never get tired.. + my mum is always talking about how good he is doing and how skinny he is. Arghh.
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