Xarmani

Nothing happening today, the day is going by slowly. I have 3 papers to write for my online POS class. I will post my weight loss on saturday when i finish this five days, am also pushing my fast untill May 7th, i think i can get away with not eating this weekend if i can fake a stomach flu or a mild illness. Last night i was on the verge of a melt down when i saw my thighs touching. All of a sudden the weight gain seems gross to me and i feel like crawling out of this body, i find it to be disgusting and filthy. Am on a quest to purify myself by eliminating excess fat.