Azure

I weighed myself for the first time in 3 months today. I'm 5 foot, 11 inches, so I know I should weigh more than most girls. But 188 pounds is fucking fat.

I'm not going to eat today. I need to shrink my stomach. I'm driving some of my friends to the theatre, a good 40 minutes away so I might eat a grapefruit to keep my blood sugar up.

But no fucking more. I'm fucking over weight.

I'm cancelling lunch plans with my friend. I can't not eat in frount of her, but I can't eat that shit food right now.

kssbfshfd

I need motivation. Too bad I'm so fucking unmotivated right now.

--Kris x