littlelostsoul
binge..
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, 05-13-2010 at 07:46 AM (659 Views)It last for three days. I can't stand myself now. I'm a fat, ugly whore. Even though, I still fit size 34, but I feel this yellow fat bubbling under my skin. I've just finished my dinner and I just FEEL fat on my tighs and stomach. Mostly on stomach. Like it's falling out of my pants.
I'm a disguisting disappointment.
I can't even burn it.
Also, I checked experimentally that I can't eat products with high GI, because it makes me feel tired, hungry and furious. Maybe I should make a list of disadvanteges of binge. I know it doesn't have any advantages.
Summing up, I feel hopeless. But I'll try to be better by the end of the week. I promise it to myself.
Peace and be strong xoxo