Amaya

Last week I went four days without eating anything. I was still drinking coffee and taking in some calories from alcohol. This week, I had a sandwich on Monday which I purged partially. I've been having a rough time with everything. I asked my boyfriend to stay on webcam with me Monday and Tuesday night because I was having a soul-shattering experience alone, and it would still help a lot if he would be on webcam with me tonight but I'm so tired of asking. He didn't once contact me of his own accord today, which honestly hurts because he knows I'm having a rough time. He knows, he knows, he knows.