skinnychick

I ate a little bit of Chinese food yesterday and I had some veggies and fish the day before without purging.. that's a lot for me. Usually I fast and when I do eat, I purge. Right now I'm at my lowest weight I've been (122.4lbs) but I'm worried about tonight because I know I will have to eat dinner with my family and I will probably end up purging.

I'm so tired of my throat feeling like sh*t. Anyone know what would make my throat feel better? I use cough drops but they don't last. My neck feels so swollen too from purging last week. ugh. Thx(: