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Absolutely NOT looking for tips. Just want to vent.

I am in the middle of a full blown relapse. Log every calorie, cut out the useless ones, contemplate the rest, weigh myself daily and cry when...

I really want some vodka tonight but if I do I’ll have hit my calorie limit AND eaten back all my exercise calories and that ain’t ok. But it’ll make me not care which will be ok.

Yes, our area has been really lucky and not been hit too badly (I’m not in London as my flare suggests, shhh!).

The applause is so patronising. I can’t pay my bills with applause! I’d so rather...

Since my birthday a few weeks ago my ED has gone absolutely fucking mental so I convinced my fiancé that:

1) I need to track calories and eat max 1200 a day, no excuses
2) We must walk at least...

I’m doing the Chloe Ting shred challenge atm! It’s tough but my god it works.

Not my ED, but my depression got 10x worse with therapy. I left every session feeling like I was completely shit even if I went in feeling fairly optimistic. Just opening those conversations about my...

How you doing vod?

This whole situation is just crazy. People are just dying left right and centre - I came home from work and said to my OH "It's not normal to go to work and find out people you...

You gotta talk to him, I guess. It's not a reflection on how he sees you, but if you put a lot of priority into sex then it's going to feel like he's slighting you. I know, because I have a very low...

Sounds like he could use some help.

40g of home made granola and a tassimo latte machiatto caramel.

I don't even fucking know.

I love running. It makes me feel free!

I've done a half marathon now, due to do a 12.5 miler at the weekend (but am a little injured so may not make it to the start), have another 2 halfs booked...

Wow, that looks like a good movie - will have to check it out!

Glad to hear you're doing ok, but sorry the ED is kicking you in the ass! x

I buy all the food for us. I think last month it was about £240. Including snacks at work, because I am weak willed and cannot not eat at work :(

Howdy! I pop in and out, when my OH isn't around. How's it going? Nice to see you back :) x

Devastated doesn't cut it. My family have said I'm being over dramatic but I see people every day who are suffering from the cuts and am strangled at work (NHS) by the draconian rules that are now in...

My first vote was the Lib Dem/Tory coalition that upped tuition fees to 9k :( I feel so guilty for that, even all these years later!

I work for the NHS. The idea of another 4 years of Tory...

Yay! Thank you Ritesh :)

Love ya too Vod. Hope you're having a good day :)

I went out with friends yesterday so:

Breakfast - none
Lunch - 4 x rice cakes (salt and vinegar, 33 cals each, so 132) with ~50g reduced fat hummus (94 calories) and about three pieces of banana,...

Not as a bragging post, I don't want to see any of that dumb cotton wool, toilet paper bullshit but genuinely struggling to gauge if I've eaten enough today so thought this thread might help. However...

Yep. I get a sick sense of pleasure looking at people who used to be really fit and active in school slowly morph into sedentary blobs.

I'm glad you're still around vodkill :o

When you choose the straight veggie option rather than the vegan option because the vegan option is 100 more calories, but the veggie option is already has the cheese you'd add on top anyway, which...

When you look at someone's fingers at work and think "...fuck those are beautifully skinny"

Non descript girl going through her beautiful bullet journal... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Go1rKJkA1UQ (Music distracts me too much, but someone showing something off reminds me of having...