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sometimes i forget about this place. i don't have a lap/desktop anymore and haven't for a few years, so i guess that'd be why. but i also forget how much i like this place as a soundboard for my very...

i mean, i am broke as absolute fuck - otherwise i'd spend more. i go to the foodbank and spend about $100/month on food. i'm either eating nothing or everything... and drink quite a lot.

it's been a longass time since i've been on here. it's comforting to have from time to time. this thread's simultaneously very lonely and relieving to have around. i know i act on my self awareness,...

i also saw them in 2014, probably for the same tour?

good for you <3 and remember that even if you ever do relapse again, that progress is never erased. you are still so much further down the road of recovery than you were those years ago. i remind...

hey, i'm around to talk; inbox is open. was diagnosed with bulimia prior to joining this site 5 years ago and it's been a ride, to say the least. i'd say the mental affiliation is what's most...

juice, beer, chips, naan bread, peanut butter, cereal, sriracha, salsa

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=skXhXdDNOjk

i'm on here very infrequently, but i never forget about it. it's still a nice fallback, you know? also, hi. used to be super active the first couple years i was here. off/on since, sometimes around...

really not on here very consistently anymore...in intensive therapy since i last posted here, not drinking as much, but it's mainly because i'm back on a low dose of amphetamines (dexes) - they...

oh yeah, so...update. long awaited (was anyone really waiting?)...uh, yeah, i was employed for awhile, medicated again for awhile, dropped the ball on that again. this time it was actually out of my...

fuck. man, i just wanna die.

a box of macaroni and cheese w canned tuna and mayo (ew)
wine, wine, wine...2 bottles of wine
3 packets of ramen
peach juice

really wanna drink the beer i have, but i started my period and am in cramp hell today, PLUS i work in a couple hours...ugh

weirdly enough, my allergies have saved me in these scenarios. whenever i'm offered food (i work in the food and service industry, too, lol), i immediately use my allergies as a reason to evade said...

yet another advocate for DANCING! at your own pace, to the music of your choice
it's helped me sooo much at times

my anemic, blood sugar sensitive, EDS ridden body cannot deal with the shit i do to it anymore! lol!
i am focusing on eating whole foods ie: fruits, veggies, legumes, whole grain starches...but it...

i understand your intention and i'm not triggered by it. honestly, relatability is all i ever go for on this forum, not advice, per se. i sometimes feel like i must be somehow more resistant to death...

absolutely, Danny. it's all a self destructive/avoidant addiction. that's what i mean. as soon as i stopped doing stimulants, i went right back to drinking and b/ping...and it goes back and forth....

drunk, wanna die, what else is fucking new
hey
hey
hey
did you ever consider
that your accusations ruined my life across this country
that i'm afraid of even typing a single word
you might...

i've noticed whenever i am in "recovery" for bulimia, i'm abusing alcohol and stimulants. coincidence? i think fucking not. any way to avoid the demons that are trauma, right? i've over analyzed my...

5 sausages
a tomato and lettuce wrap
2 hot dogs
2 bowls of dry cereal
a carton of orange juice
1/3rd of a jar of nutella on its own

had a pregnancy scare, used a couple pee sticks, turns out it's just another bout of my anemia kicking me in the ass
chainsmoking, just went out to a live show and made myself go outside for the...

woops, was recently (a few months ago) diagnosed w borderline along w my bipolar diagnosis (that i received when i was 18). woops, i'm super unhappy about it.
mostly because of the shitty stigma...

thanks for the heads up! that's awesome, i'll be sure to check it out
hope this keeps getting bumped