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It sucks to struggle with that experience. I wish I could give you some advice, to stave off the relapse & the disordered thoughts. If you're worried about the exercise, change over to something...

I'm still in recovery and trying to migrate away from my list of Safe Foods without binging. However, I also need a healthy way to drop some weight (BMI: 28.2) I gained during all this Stay At Home...

Downloading a new and exciting fitness tracker/calorie counter/ fasting timer app, deleting it, finding a new one, downloading it, deleting it....

I still feel 19 (but with a new focus on moisturizers)
Used to suffer from regular b/p urges, then shifted to restrictive/exercise purging.
Now it's primarily that, watching that I don't eat too...

You're definitely not alone!
I feel the same, and just about girls from high school. Coworkers who gradually put on weight while we are eployed at the same company also fascinate me. I'm watching...

I include going to work as part of my social life because being around people I didn't choose us a huge undertaking. If my social life is busy and I can't focus on my ED I freak out about it in...

But the problem is that people rarely remember how many facets of my life it impacts

I used to be, in a satirical way. However, my videos weren't received that way and I stopped after three. My introductory video wound up being removed from YOuTube

Wanting a corndog while your pizza is cooking so you can use the stick to purge both afterwards

I forget that my ED isn't the first thing people think about me. I've been with my boyfriend almost a year and a half, and I told him about my issues and even my blog on here before he ever asked me...

I've made myself sick packing in food, and feeling like my gut was distended for days. Nothing else in the world is like the feeling of a waist-trimming shit.

I AM SO TERRIBLY SORRY. It sucks so much to want to trust someone like that and get complete rejection or ridicule. Don't let it keep you from trusting the next person, though. You can be amazed at...

Deciding what to eat or where is the worst. It's excruciating. No matter where I go I try to get the least revolting thing on the menu and be done with it; thinking of other people prepping my food...

When your boyfriend says during a movie 'she's so SKINNY!!' in a sharp whisper about a SUPER thin actress, and all you hear is 'you're so FAT!' Honestly, I could hardly concentrate on the movie...

Veggie Burgers and vegan dumplings from the Dollar Tree
Garden soup
Grilled cheese on wheat bread

And I totally agree, the Babybell cheese minis look like Pokéballs and are adorable

When your bf stands up and gets lightheaded, and you get so jealous you immediately stop eating your light soup and vow to fast until you feel that way again

I'm sorry- it's so scary to go through that. My anxiety attacks feel similar. It's like a stack of bricks just fell into my shoulders while someone covers my face with a plastic sheet, and I usually...

I get indecisive when my eating plan gets disrupted. It's especially hard to choose food at a fast food place ("Get whatever fatties, you're fat anyway") or even a regular restaurant ("Everyone knows...

-and it's saved for our God and you strive to keep your body the temple of the Lord.

I'm devoting all of my prayers tonight for you and all similar children of Israel.

"If you think puking will make you feel better....." after a big binge. it will, then again, it won't...

bf who knows all about my ed randomly, without any warning, rubs my stomach while I'm...

I should not have laughed that hard but that last line REALLY made me bust my sides open laughing. You have a gift for description.

When the smell of dumpsters in the summer reminds you of certain pukle you had to hide and it spoiled....and that you basically remember exactly what the food was, so you can guess which restaurant's...

I drink loads of complimentary water. Or look up the menu (or a similar menu) online before I get there; I agree that restricting too muich leads to binge-eating, so be reasonable with yourself on...