guys i can't do this anymore. i'm not purging (thank god), but i'm eating 1300 calories a day and i'm 64kgs. i'm fat and my self-confidence is at an all time low. i have my deb ball soon and i dont want to be the fat one everyone feels sorry for. i'm having anxiety attacks and getting heaart palpitations :S

i'm over being this fat.
i'm over stressing about my body and what i look like.
i'm sick of trying to prove i'm a dancer, just because i have hips and boobs.
i want society to go and get fucked. shove your expectations of what we should look like up your arse..

help? motivation? tips and tricks to get me back onto my 500calorie a day?
thankyou my lovelies xxxx