Ive been away for so long..
months and months! alot has been happening and the year 2009 is turning out to be worse than 2008.
Ive lost all self control. Im disgusting and im getting fatter and fatter.
i just cant handle this no more i want it all to stop!
i have 2stone to lose to get down to the weight ive always wanted...
yet i know that even being 5stone, i know that wont be enough..
i know i wont ever be happy no matter how much i weigh, no matter how much 'control' i seem to have.
nothing is ever good enough no more.
i really hope everyone has been okay since i left
xxxx
if you have msn your welcome to add me.... i need someone to talk to, someone who understands what its like to live with anorexia
brokenhearts-thirddegreeburns@hotmail.co.uk
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02-27-2009 #1
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sorry
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02-27-2009 #2
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hi hun welcome back! ive been away myself and have gained 16lb! im finally feeling strong and focused again and ready to get back to what i know and love (ana). anyways hopefully we will get back to our goal weights asap
xx sarah~charlotte xx