hi im hayllie im 14 i dont know if i'm bulimic but it all started with throwing up the bad food or if i ate to much now its almost everytime i eat because i just want to lose the rest of my weight i went from 150 to 125 doing it healthy..i want to be 105 but i felt guilty everytime i went over the calories i wanted to eat a day and i didnt want to wreck my diet i just want to stop because last night after i puked i had this red rash all over my chest and this morning it felt like someone punched me non stop there it hurt really bad but i dont want to tell my mother because she will just think im gross or tell all her friends and i will just get lectured non stop thanks for listening hope everyone gets well too