Hi..

[SkyLyne]

Hi, im Mary.
Im new here.. yay.
Sorry im really shy..
I dont know what to say..
Bascially im 16, live in canada..
im 5'7-ish and weigh 200lbs (due to carrying a baby for 7 months)
i never was this huge..
and now i really want it gone.
but i dont know how..
and ive turned to stop eating..
just so much going on inside of my head right now,
keep trying to figure out what im going to use for an excuse for tommows supper. (tonight i was "sick")

i just need help getting rid of all this ugliness !

edit:
I see some people post about their past, so i will too..
from the day i was born my parents didnt want me, so i lived with my grandmother for 7 years.. my parents were moving, so they felt the need to take me with them..
then they divorced..
cause dad had been cheating.
he used to abuse me alot too.
once dad was gone, mom started getting new boyfriends and i was raped by 5 of them.
3 of which paid my mother.
this is around when i was 10.
when i was 11 i was put in foster care and i stopped eating.
they placed me in a hospital where i was force fed.
i moved around alot.
12 foster homes in 5 years.
i ran away last year, in april.
now i live with my dad.
whom is a drug dealer.
weve been raided and what not and its so stressful.
hes also dying of cancer.
i got pregnant in the summer and misscarried in december.

fun eh..

[FallenAngel321]

holy fkn shit!!!! are you ok????!?!

[zero_kiryuu]

You've had it really rough. Life hasn't held you in it's favour has it? I really do hope you are in a better place right now, joining this thread was a stroke of luck though because everybody here is going to give you support and help. Just remember you are a beautiful person, and out there somewhere are people who think so even if you havn't met them yet.

Get back to me ok? I really hope to hear from you.