am i being really fat?

[annabella]

ok my insight onto how much i am eating is completely up the spout at the moment, i feel like i am pigging out all the time so i need your advice, i know this is too much but am i being completely gross by eating this much?

today i had (i know it's super unhealthy but my dad took me to a pub for lunch )

tuna mayo baguette and some chips (i know- chips )
an apple, 2 cherry tomatoes and 3 pieces of chocolate (again, i know- chocolate)

i worked this out to be about 915 cals

i also did 50 mins on my step machine in which i apparently burnt off 513 calories but i dont know how accurate that is.

am i disgustingly fat and greedy? as i said i know it is a lot but my parents are constantly on my case. i haven't eaten under 700 cals since last sunday. i feel so disgusting.

i'm not sure i can cope with eating this much. my parents are going away next week so i will be able to fast for a couple of days.

i feel so fat, i'm sure my stomach is starting to stick out.

sorry for ranting!

[FishFace]

NO

you're not being gross or greedy

although I think mayo is kinda gross, myself

but 915 cals is not bad, and you exercised most of it off, so I don't think you should feel bad in any way shape or form

hope you feel better tomorrow

[annabella]

thank you for your reply, i think i was frieking out a bit yesterday. I'm back on form today though, weighed myself this morning and im only 1 3/4 pounds off my target weight, my target date was monday, i dont know if that posible but i'm going to try my best!

then i have my next target weight for april 22nd.

i had a real ana dream last night that has completely inspired me so i'm feeling refreshed and ready to fast!

sorry and thankyou again!

[piglet]

everyone has those panicky moments where they feel they feel like they have totally binged...
but it really sounds like you did ok!!

you are so close to your target weight now, just try to concentrate on that!