Need help

[xstephaniex]

does anyone have any tips on how to lose weight quickly when your just started out on being anorexic.
And how to screw up my mind???

byebye

[x_MySinisterObsession_x]

Hey x

This might sound a bit harsh but i really dont think you are thinking about what you are doing ...... if your here to lose weight as a 'want to drop 10lbs quick' this probably isnt the right place ...... having an eating disorder or problems with food isnt exactly something you should want ! and as for asking people to help you screw up your mind i think that is really immature ..... and i think maybe you need to consider what you are actually asking ..... ? Do you want to walk past the mirror and cry coz you hate your reflection ? Do yuo want to kill yourself because you maybe eat too much that day ? Do you want to hate youself even if you have only eaten an apple ?
I know this all seems really horrible but i dont mean to be nasty i just dont think you fully understand what comes with screwig up your mind ...! I know that my mind is screwed up in many ways ..... but since my eating problems started my depression has got a hell of a lot worse ... i now have social anxiety because i cant stand the thought of being around lots of people because i think they are thinking about how fat and ugly i am ... my self harm is alot worse because i hate myself when i eat and i need to be punished ..... Im addicted to laxatives and find it hard to eat without knowing i can take them afterwards ...... my metabolism is shot, completely ruined ..... i have no self confidence or self worth ..... so not only is my mind screwed up so is my body!

Im not preaching everybody has their own ways of doing things ..... and not everything about having a screwed up mind and eating problems are bad ... they make me who i am ... and i am able to make amazing friends with the same problems who understand me ! But im just worried about you ... even though i dont know you ... i know what it feels like to hate yourself ... and to live inside a screwed up mind .... which then becomes your own prison ..... just think about things very carefully hunni x

Again im sorry if that was horrible or offended you ... i didnt mean it to be like that .... just take care of yourself whatever you choose x Much love <3 x N x