I was in hospital yesterday...

[Sanne]

Well.. I was out of control yesterday.. ate a small chokolate, and all of a sudden i lost control and ata and ate chokolate and suddenly my body collapsed.. I was gone for about ½ minute...
They tested me for everything in hospital, and I was there for about 6 hours i think...
Came home last night, and feel terrible now.. I had to tell about my anorexia or bulimia or whatever I should call it now.. I don't know.really..
I don't feel like eating today, and I am very tired...
Why did I wrote this.. Hmm I don't know... Just... Had to tell...
Take care....

[FishFace]

Take care of yourself, Sanne. Your health and your happiness are important, but it sounds like neither is doing well right now.

Always feel free to talk about stuff here, and feel free to PM me if you need support. I wish I had better advice for you.

[Ranne13]

hi. i hope you're okay. i feel like i can relate, even though i haven't gone to the hospital, many times i should've but i couldn't get the courage to call, and treated myself and waited it out. i don't know what i am anymore either. i do know i'm very abnormal and don't like anything inside of me. even water makes me feel like TU (throwing up). i feel like a vampire. i have no desire for food. it makes me tired, sick, uncomfortable, plays with my hormones, makes them out of control. but since i'm human, not feeding myself is damaging. it's just hard. my stomach is destroyed, doesn't break down anything, so i never know what to eat besides yogurt. i hope you get through this. and i hope i can get my act together. i never want it to get to be too late.