Hi Everyone...
I'm new to this Site..and I've been dealing with Ana and Mia For the last couple of Months...
I'm so desperate to just Be perfect i suppose..
And i'm so Sick of this constant battle of Food on the Brain.
I was just wondering if Anyone else has the biggest urge to eat, when no one's even checking up on you..?
My parents no longer check to see if i eat..
But yet, i cannot make myself stop wanting to eat..
For the Last 3 days i've B/P non stop..
And the guilt is killing me.
Today I was doing so well on a water fast from guilt..
and then I couldn't shake the thought in my head to go eat..
I always feel like i'm going to be happy once i eat.. (cuz food usually makes me happy)
And then i feel fat and gross,,and i purge..
Its discusting and i need help.
Also. If anyone needs a Texting buddy for support and such I am in desperate need too...
SO you can message me ..
Hope you all are doing well.
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04-05-2009 #1
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Hi I'm new to this site..- and still have problems...
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04-06-2009 #2
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hi there,
yeah i have big urges to eat, food is always on my mind. If i have to eat i try to make sure it is healthy so you could try getting lots of healthy snacks e.g. cucumber, grapes then it doesnt really matter if you eat them.
i had a massive b/p yesterday whch is unusuall for me but it has put me off binging for a while.
my msn is amie-louise24@hotmail.com if you have msn.
take care hun xxHeight: 5'9''CW:126lbsHW:168lbsLW:113lbsGW:112lbs
Pounds to lose
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04-09-2009 #3
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hiiii
heyy im new to this site too n i would Lovve some lyk morial advice, some one i could talk about this to bcuz all my friends just instead of say okk im there for you its NOOOO URRRR NOT FATT, YOUR THINNER THEN ME FOR GODS SAKE, or u dnt need to diet, but i really think i do, i am fat and im not perfect and i need to lose weight!!!! right now im 9 and a half stones,, my aim is 8 & a half stones,, thats what i want to be then i might slightly be perfect
my msn is hunni121@hotmail.com if any1 would add me to give me some advice or tips and tricks on how to beat my hunger :L:L much apresheated
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04-09-2009 #4
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feeling heavy
hi i'm new too and i too feel fat and am trying to lose weight. my friends say
the same things to me. iff you want to talk my email is
ssubbie1231@aol.com
ssubbie
anorexic