Can anybody tell me?!

[JessicaAlice.]

Does anyone else get disgusted by themselves?!
Is it normal?!

When i look in the mirror i see a FAT UGLY DISGUSTING person

Does anybody else feel this way? Or am i just alone?!

Jess xx

Please reply and send suggestions i really wanna know what people think and feel! x

[x_wishthin]

i dont know if its normal but i know exactly how you feel

thats all i see when i look in the mirror and look at pictures of myself.. i look digusting and fat and just would give anything look in the mirror and be happy and be thin.

your not alone i can tell you that xx

[Suzy]

Hun

your not alone i hate mirror I always think I look fat.

Suz
xxx

[saryndipitous]

Yeah, you're totally not alone. Usually I'm more disgusted with myself as a person, like on the inside, and then I end up translating that to hating what I see in the mirror as well ... does that make sense? I guess I end up thinking that once I like who I am physically (i.e., I'm thin), then I'll like the rest of me too. That's why I picked the Radiohead line for my signature. Perfect body = perfect soul.

[JessicaAlice.]

Yehh, i totally know what you mean saryndipitous!! Its a horrible feeling! I really hate it!!
Its nice to see im not alone on this one

xx

[Chew]

In the pst I found it dreadful but as I got smaller it has got easier for me to accept and im pretty happy looking at myself when I reach a goal but at first, I was soo disgusted I hated reflections, mirrors glass doors, turned off tvs, anything......... I still can't stand most photos of myself though.

[JessicaAlice.]

I cant actually stand myself!
I really really hate looking at my reflection!!

[Professorana]

I'm disgusted withmyself most of the time. There are other days when I wish i wasn't killing myself this way but most of the time I'm angry at myself for eating anything and I'm pinching my fat bits. If I'm in front of the mirror, I pinch myself really really hard. I grab up handfuls of my self and I would do anything to cut it off. No, sweetie--you're not alone. Self hatred goes hand in hand with Eds.

[JessicaAlice.]

I do exactly the same as you, i pinch my fat bits!!
Wish they would go!!
I actually get disgusted with myself, and i feel disgusted with myself that i eat anything!! Its a horrible feeling and hard to explain!!
Glad im not alone!! Cos it hurts so much feeling this way!

xx

[Eeyoer]

I completely know how you are feeling, I absolutely seeing my reflection in my mirror, look so fat and disgusting but I keep looking anyway in the hope that one time I look in the mirror I will be happy with what I see in front of me. My Dr calls it Body Checking, and I think most people with an ED probably feel the same with their bodies, suffer from Body Dismorphia, what we see in the mirror is not what other people can see. So hard to accept what I can see is not real.