Heyy

[Mia.Girl]

Heyy all!! I know it is a little late for introductions but...

My name is ~Kaitlyn~ and I'm bulimic, I hate this disease. Only one other person knows about this (I'm keeping it from my parents) and that is my best friend who I'm close with. She hates it and worries some about it over me, but she's encouraging me to get help and during lunch she watches me eat, and if she can keeps me from going to the bathroom, well to purge... I let her know if she needs to keep me in the cafeteria... today she couldn't keep me and lucky for me no teachers were in there...!...

I tried to talk to my mother about this, but she has her own "issues" to deal with right now, nothing as drastic as an ED, but hey, as long as someone is watching over me I'm fine. The confusing thing is, that I've always heard with bulimia you don't exactly "lose" wieght without gaining it back from the yo-yo binge-purge cycle... I've proven that theory wrong!! It is only to where I notice though..

Please be praying for me, as you can see by my signature I do want to get my courage up to ask for help. But first I need my parents to believe me. I've sort of done a self-diagnoses by my symptoms, but maybe if I actually go to the doctor and talk to her about my eating habits and she puts the label on me my parents will believe me!! Oh well, like I said be praying for me!

[Eeyoer]

Hey hun, welcome to the site. It is good that you want help with your ED hun, that is the first step.