arrrgghhh

[NinjaTom]

(umm... so i put this here because i have no idea what it is, sorry mods if its wrong )

this is really difficult for me to put into words, so i apologize

my friends are saying that im anorexic, but i dont think i am.
i have some tendencies of anorexia and bulimia, i purge, stuff like that.
but its not really that i fuss over my weight (i would like to lose some though, BMI ** is toooooo high!).
its more that i just hate food. and the concept of eating. all food just disgusts me, and seeing other people eat just makes me feel sick. i do give in to hunger every now and then ( ), but then i go into a spiral, purge and stop eating again.

i dont know what it is or what to do
help, anyone? just knowing what it is might be enough


P.S. I apologize for my incredibly bad descriptive skills

[size8jeans]

It sounds like you probably have both anorexia and bulemia. The two often go together.

[bluebutterfly]

It really does sound like you have some sort of an ED. Just try to avoid bad food (fat, sugar, trash food) and focus on the healthy foods like salads, vegetables and fruits and you'll feel better

- B