'Friend' of mine watched me eat a salad (no dressing) and made fun of me because I said I wasn't eating today.

I went and threw it up while he waited in the other room.

I'm 21. I'm 5'6 and weigh 170. My low weight is 160- ala last month, and I hadn't been that since I was 8 (huge my whole life).

I've had severe bouts of my ED (which is mostly anorexia, but I DO end up purging sometimes, because I feel guilty for eating) for the last 6 years.

I figured it'd be harder for me to screw up tremendously when people who THINK like me are watching, so here I am.

So MAKE FUN OF ME. It helps. And someone needs to answer the phone. ;_;