I think there are different types of BDD sometimes. I am so lost all the time as to how I look. The thing is. At my heaviest I saw myself as OBESE. 5 lbs less and I thought I was getting smaller. The thing was It was a loss of muscle and I was actually bigger.

Now I can see in pics that I am geting smaller but to me I look obese again. It is strange but I really can't tell what I look like. Ever.

If you look at my profile I have pics including one I took today. I just don't see it in the mirror. I want to get a body cast done so badly just to see.. exactly what I look like.

Has anyone else gotten one done