i was just watching an ED episode of a tv show and during a scene where the girl was being forced to eat, a voice in my head was screaming at her not to eat the food and enouraging her not to. I was even saying it out loud. Then all of a sudden i snapped out of it and i realized what i was saying and i felt so horrible. It wasnt even me yelling at her, it was like the voice of anorexia was yelling at the poor girl through me. This has happened before to but when it happened today, i actually realized it and was wondering what the hell is wrong with me. (well aside for the obvious lol)
It was so wried, my ED voice wasn't yelling at me for once but someone else.
Please tell me that this has happened to someone else before, and that I'm not the only one going crazy.