Have been dieting since age 8. Been through various stages of starvation, bingeing, binge-purging, but have been a recurring binge-purger for the past 2 years. I find that I can control my binge-purging though, and it's more of an emotional outlet for when I feel down or can't do anything better with my time. I'd say I've 'fixed' myself though, as at one point I could not control my binge purging and had to do it several times a day. Different now, want recovery but do NOT want to gain weight (want to lose it in fact). Anyways that's my introduction! x