Hey, new to the whole forum seen although ive been scanning around for a while, just to know im not the only one who does the most disgusting things and has the feeling of guilt and yuck running through them 24/7, been trying for weeks to break my b/p cycle and im fucking hopeless!!!...not one day not one single day in over a year, feel pretty pathetic, and need to find the willpower to get through at least one day...
feels impossible
eughh
need some help