i had to cut my self because i disobeyd him agian imma bad guy im fat guy he says long story short if your confused the guy is my ana.Anyway i c.s box of figs eat 3 of them eat about 3 circle oat crackers at 50 cal eatch hot chocalte fishcake and vegis and c.s ice cream and eat couple of table spoon fulls now he wants me to cut as punishment i feel soo rifjirj i wanna cry