So after a week of no bp and one set back yesterday, i am shocked, and i mean really shocked!! I have not gained any weight! Still the same old number, which is good because just 3 more pounds and I promised i would end it all, so i am slightly re-leaved. But i am sort of ashamed to say i had another panicky pathetic crying session, along with cutting last night to stop me from purging. But I am more determined than ever, to stick with it and try another week of bp free!!
But my mum has said that we are going to have treats this weekend because my dad is away, nice calorific treats.. just what i need.. but i will try to compensate with low intake, then the naughty dessert (small amount) amd aim to keep it in
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Thread: A glimmer of hope :)
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06-17-2011 #1
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A glimmer of hope :)
'skinny love' <3 - Birdy
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'and i'm trying oh so hard to get back to who i used to be'
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06-17-2011 #2
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Well done! =)
the SI instead of bp still isn't great though =/ do you have another way of relieving the need to b/p? Go running?
Still, well done for a week! And I'm sure you'll be fine on the weekend, just try not to eat too much! x19 years old and Eating Disordered for most of them - and finally getting help for this.
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06-17-2011 #3
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One week is great! I know that would be a huge accomplishment for me.
Maybe this weekend, plan for a walk to feel better about your body and the treats?The only people for me are the mad ones, the ones who are mad to live, mad to talk, mad to be saved, desirous of everything at the same time, the ones who never yawn or say a commonplace thing, but burn, burn, burn, like fabulous yellow Roman candles exploding like spiders across the stars, and in the middle, you see the blue center-light pop, and everybody goes ahh...
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06-19-2011 #4
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Good job
Do you mind me asking you what your meal plan is?? I'm just so terrified to stop binge purging and eating normally in case I gain a crap load of weight. 
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06-19-2011 #5
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I will answer you but technically I am not allowing myself to post. I ended not doing a meal plan and am in a-stupid cycle so am on a mission to restrict, sorry to be of no help xx actually no damn it!! Right hmm, 30g of cereal in the morning, shit loads of fruit and raw veggies too! Sigh, I WILL get back on track, thankyou so much for reminding me! I managed to not bp today, so why not tomorrow?! I will sort out something better and let you know x
'skinny love' <3 - Birdy
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'and i'm trying oh so hard to get back to who i used to be'
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06-20-2011 #6
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Stay strong Becky_148!!
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