so last summer i went inpatient for anorexia and chemical dependency, i was in the hospital for over a month and a few months after i got out i completely got over my eating disorder, i was thin but healthy and had fun and everything and i promised myself id never relapse again.
but recently ive been gaining TOO much weight and ive just been getting bored of life and shit n i just wanna be skinny again and feel my bones and have something to be proud of
my mom just bought me size ***edit**jeans and they fit but theyre pretty tight, EW. i dont know how much i weigh because my scale says ***edit**but i know if i was really ***edit**i wouldnt look so fat and id be able to fit into a size ***edit**!
stats:
i just turned 16 last week
height: 5'3.5 or 5'4
***edit**
i dont want to be ***edit**again im just sick of being HUGE!
i need to lose this weight FAST! im just going to ***edit** lbs but i have no way to weigh myself because my scale is messed up
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07-27-2008 #1
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Wellll i guess everyone was right when they said i would relapse...
Last edited by Dark Side; 04-14-2012 at 06:40 PM.
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07-27-2008 #2
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also i forgot to add, i hate it when guys look at me i mean im ugly and i have small boobs even tho i am fat but still some guys do, and i was raped last year and i dont want a boyfriend or anything because im too embarassed of how i look and also i just dont feel like it and guys are PIGS
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