Ugh

[Whisper]

I've been battling with myself for at least a year now, and I've started to successfully start fasting. I managed it for three days, but then ate for my boyfriend and couldnt stop, and ended up back up to where i was...

There's fat everywhere, there's not one place on my body where I can't pinch some.

Feeling really low - I've eaten quite a lot today, and am trying to work it all off doing crunches and excersises...i've done 800 so far.

I'm 5"5, and weigh ***lbs

I'd love to be *** but i dont know how thats going to happen

Guess I just wanted to vent, and see if anyone else could relate.