Desperate

[Michelle_79]

Hi guys,

I really don't know how to end this. I have been suffering from mia for several years now and really want to stop this. I stop, then start again, then stop and start again - it's so exhausting! It's really getting me down that I CAN NOT get over this.

The trouble is, I don't want to put on weight and want to stay skinny. But, is it possible? I can be fine for a couple of weeks but then get back to it. I can stay on my salads but then there is time when I can not control myself...

Does anyone have any good advice? I would really appreciate that. It's soooo haarrddd! Why is it so difficult?

[jane_rabbit]

It is hard hun and I can totally sympathise. I have been bulimic for almost ten years now and go through peaks and troughs of being quite well and quite "ill".
What I would say is that you'll prob have to put the weight thing aside to concentrate on actually breaking the bulimic cycle and getting better.
I'm not saying you will put on any weight and I'm not saying it will be easy, I'm just saying I don't think it's possible to recover from bulimia and still try lose weight or remain preoccupied with weight.
I guess you have to decide which you want more, and I'm sure one day you'll want the recovery more, it just might take a while.
Lots of luck and love to you.