First of all, I would like to start saying I am so fucking wasted.

I was just sitting here thinking about how I desperately wish my partner knew how it felt to have anorexia. I wish he knew how hard it is not to eat. How guilty I feel when I do. I just wish he could understand what I'm going through. The only people who understand are on this site.

As horrible as it is to have this disease, does anyone else wish they could just swap minds with someone for just one day, just so they know what it feels like. Or am I just drunk rambling. Idk.