I've had eating and body image issues since I was 13. My worst was when I was around 20-21. I dropped to around 80 pounds. I'm 30 now and I've been at a normal weight for a several years now.
Anyway three years ago, I started getting back into purging everything I ate. A couple weeks into it, I found out I was pregnant. Fast forward to now, I've been majorly restricting for the past week or so and was so excited that my weight was going down. And I just found out today I'm pregnant again.
Why does it seem like every time I start dipping back into these bad eating disordered habits, that I suddenly wind up pregnant?! I talked to hubby about this and he's like it's some mystical thing to stop me from doing it. I love my daughter and I think it's nice she'll have a little brother or sister. But I can't help but feel a little annoyed.
Sorry just a weird rant.