The bus to puke town

[onsomedumshit]

Hey team. Whats happenin.

Right so ive struggled with this utter bullshit crap for years and once i realise and tell myself, daymn girl youve been doing awesome, you havent binged purged or eaten insane crap for awile now well the fuck done!
Immediately the fat bitch inside me manages to squeeze her fat ass out of her locked up prison and walk straight up into my life again.

I hate her. Shes ugly, angry, emotional, flithy, an utter pig and will steal food from a starving child without giving two fucks! Just to then flush it all down the toilet!

I want this horrible skinned, chipmunked face bitch out of my life!
Ive never signed up to a forum like this before but i think you can tell (pardon all the unsightly language) that i want rid of bulimia for fucking good!

Looking for some amazing people that are on the same bus and want to get the fuck off!

[blue_briar]

ha. Not the sort of post that I'm used to reading, but It was quite empowering to read your 'blunt-matter-of-fact' style of writing :P

#Bulimiaisaheartybitch

[onsomedumshit]

Haha. No worries.
Alot of anger and utter exhaustion. But indeed big motivation .

[astarael]

I have a fulltime pass for this bus. As a fellow rider on the vicious cycle, currently somewhere between "bp literally all day every day" and "gym rat who can eat her own weight in healthy food " I feel u and all I can say is hang in there. This forum is a great place and I've always felt really welcome. There's a lot of good advice and hard truth around here.