I had a really bad day and now I'm planning a b/p. Not a bad day regarding anything to do with my weight, it was just...bad. Really hard. Sometimes something about my weight triggers a b/p but a lot of the times it's just an outlet I need to get through life. It hurts, it's a release, and i feel like if I'm pretty and thin, maybe people will like me. And then maybe my days wont be so bad.