I am going crazy!

[thin_not92]

OMG!
my counsilor notice that I was pale and she told my parents about my ana!
I want to scream!
what do I do now?

[sarah-charlotte]

She shouldn't be allowed do do that. patient confidentiality and all. how bad is it, how much did she tell them?

[thin_not92]

She saw that I was really pale..then she said she is really worried about me and that this is something where she has to tell my parents and get me the help I need. So she had my parents come in and she told them what has been going on. I refused to look at and talk to all three of them...I swear I have never cried so much in one night before. the next morning nobody even spoke to me. plus my eyes were blood shot cause I was crying so hard.

[ella_bella]

woah... they're not allowed to do that here. I dno I guess the rules might be different across the pond. How did your parents react? guess the hoodwinking starts here...

[sarah-charlotte]

my god u poor thing, hugs.
have your parents said anything to u about it, when my parents found out they never once confronted me just made nasty little digs here and there. if they are super worried u need to do all u can to convince them that its not that bad, believe me u do not want them to send u to a clinic. even if it means eating more this week, in the long run it will be worth it.

[thin_not92]

I don't know.
It's crazy.
When we got in the car to drive home they didn't even talk to me.
I got home and I cried myself to sleep.
I don't want to give up Ana.
This is the first time in my life where I am okay with myself and who I am.
For the first time I feel okay and for the first time I can do something that others cannot.
I can't just give it up.
I don't know what to do anymore..

[pinkprincessbelle]

I can so relate my flatmate told me if I dont get my shit together in a week hes calling my parents!

[Professorana]

why would she do that, how does your flat mate have the right?

[pinkprincessbelle]

It's a guy and hes gay and I think he thinks he has to look after me! lol. I love him 2 death but it's making ana really hard cause if I don't eat he crys and does the puppy dog eyes! I ate yesterday but had a shower and purged. I hate purging I'm ana not mia! But they heard me anyway but I pretended I purged cause I felt sick!