My Fast Starts Tomorrow!! 11/21/08

[blondiie019]

I know i know, wrong day to start a fast!!! i've gained 6 pounds in 2 weeks and i'm disgusted thus my fast will be starting 11/21/08 until 12/21/08. Does anyone have any advise because i'm completely cutting out any and all food. just water for me!!! granted i now i'll have to eat a small bit once a week to maintain this.

[sarah-charlotte]

wow a whole month, i know u said your cutting out all food but are u gona drink juice, coffee or tea? it might help u to warm up and stay alert during the fast. I think the best advice i can give you is don't let yourself get bord, don't lose sight of why your doing this, do everything u can to remain motivated and don't put yourself in situations that need any emotions because you will find they are either switched off or overly active! lets not scare people!! oh and avoid negative people like the plague! u don't want their negativity to distract u or bring u down.
once again, good luck x x x

[blondiie019]

so just an update, seeing as today is the 21st. things are going well i'm not hungry, but that could be because i just woke up twenty minutes ago... mind you in it now 1:43 PM!!!! lol

but what do i do about thanksgiving? eat and purge? errr its so difficult to be around people. i just want to be alone. where no one asks me questions on why i'm not eating and pressuring me to eat!

[Professorana]

i'm really worried about thanksgiving too. I don't want to eat--it's painful to eat and as soon as I do, all I want to do is go purge but my mom and husband are on to me so it's really hard to get away with it anymore after a meal. I think I'm just not going to eat and everybody can go fuck themselves.

[blondiie019]

i'm just going to tell everyone i'm sick, that way no one will pressure me to eat. it's awful to have to lie so much, but i almost like it, knowing i'm getting away with this...

i'll sit down with everone for the meal part, but just not eat.

does anyone take lax.?? and if so how do they work?? i tried a liquid lax but couldn't stand the taste.. but when and how many do you take? are they benificial?

[pinkprincessbelle]

I want to know that too! I'm am getting watched like a hawk and I really don't want to become mia! Thats not me! Ana all the way! Any thoughts girls?

[sarah-charlotte]

I used to be completly hooked on laxies and swore id never go back but u know what, sometimes u need to see the numbers go down. Even though u know its only water weight not fat your losing - u can really see the difference they make, your tummy will be flat and u feel so much lighter it really makes u not want to fill yourself up again. does that make sense? its like a cheat, u can see what u will look like if u drop 5lbs and u know the second u eat something that will go away and u will be a bloated mess again. im not encouraging the use of laxatives at all but sometimes they can help.

[blondiie019]

how many do you take?? and when?? morning, noon, night?