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[Under120]

So I just did my usual binge. Prolly around 1800 calories....and of course you know what follows...but i'm feeling pretty sick. I can't really puke on my own anymore. So, I use Ipecac...It leaves you feeling pretty gross for a while afterward. But anyway...I'm pissed off at myself for eating so much.

[sonnysprincess]

i have notice that it is getting harder for me to purge. Right now I stick a toothbrush in my throat. Does the Ipecac make you sick and how long does it take to work

[Under120]

It does make you feel pretty queezy for a while. What you do is take a tablespoon of it, i usually mix it with juice so i cant taste it. And it usually works in about 10 minutes. It can be a little bit harsh, but worth it. It really empties out your stomach. But I usually feel better after about 30 mins to an hour afterward.

[blue*eyes]

I'm new to this site and this is my first thread or reply. I just need someone to talk to that understands what I am going through. I've been bulimic for about 2 years now. It's getting harder for me to throw up and I seem to be stuck at at weight that isn't making me happy at all!!!!! Any tips?

[SlowXSuicide]

Ok, this is not to "teach" you ANYTHING but Ipecac is probably the worst stuff you can ever use. After one usage you can have severe damaga and/or die. I've used it once and long story short, I had to be rushed to the hospital. Please DON'T USE IT. I've been bulemic for 4 years now. I know what you mean when you say that it gets harder. But PLEASE don't resort to using products like that anymore.
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[Leena]

I have never had to use it but I am just wondering what the dangers are-you know just in case. I am new here but not to my E.D. Any reply will be nice.

[clarejerome]

hey - i know the dangers of ipecac but ive been really trying to find some, cant get it in the uk, anyone who could get me some and post it to me - id pay them for it - just want it for emergencies.

[Invisable_Fat_n_Lonely]

what is Ipecac ? i mean this is the frist time i hear about it, not that i want it im just wondering if its like medicated or something. I never even seen it, what is it really used for other then to make u feel sick afer u over eat?

[blue*eyes]

This stuff is so nasty!! Sometimes you have to ask the pharmacist for it. But, I've tried it before thinking it was going to be the "miracle" drug. Boy oh boy was I wrong!! It didn't even make me through up right away. I have never felt so sick before. Even when I had the flu. I was sick for atleast 2 days afterwords. PLEASE!!!!!!! Don't try it. It's very dangerous!!!!

It's really not worth all the pain and suffering just to make yourself purge.

Anyway, I am sooooo pissed off at myself for this stupid ass Holiday!!!
I hate Thanksgiving!!! Of course you are totally surrounded by food and family watching you like a hawk. It all smells so good and you think to yourself, "oh what's one day?!" Ya right!!!! One day of eating totally throws you off!!!!! Now I have to struggle with losing the stupid weight I gained! This disease so sucks!!!!!!! I have GOT to loose 10 pounds!!!!

Of course I didn't gain 10 pounds from thanksgiving, but I already needed to loose 5 and of course stupid me had to add another 5 on to it!!!!

UGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[Invisable_Fat_n_Lonely]

ohh girl i know the feeling i was doing grate until fucking Thanksgiving came alone. n now x-mas n stuff gosh but i want to loose alot befor the new year so i could strated it off happy in thinner woohoo.n then my new years resolution can finally change insted of always being to loose weight im going to change it to try my very hardest to keep it off.