hi so i'm new in this forum actually it's the first time i get registered in one. in the past i always visited many just to get some thinspiration and because i could really identify myself with the stories. but now i feel like everything is just beginning to fall apart and i just don't feel the same strength as i always did. what's happenning and why?
plus i feel like everybody around me tries to hinder my way of living and eating and it's just not right. my family used to criticise me when i ate too much and now they are trying to ruin everything.
i need help
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12-01-2008 #1
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not good enough
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12-02-2008 #2
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Stay strong hun, I'm new to this particular forum too, and if you need anything feel free to pm me...I'll be happy to help however I can...
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12-02-2008 #3
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hi hun
welcome, u will always find support here and no judgement or guilt. try to stay strong, families worry, its just what they do - they get in the way and thy dont understand but they can get to u if u stay strong and block out all the bs! try to lift yourself passed it, it wont last forever - i moved out this summer and i cant begin to tell u how amazing it feels to finally be free from my family dramas!
it will happen for u too.
xx sarah~charlotte xx
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12-02-2008 #4
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sarah-charlotte is right......family is just worried but dont understand......will never understand but you cant blame them for it as much as it is annoying as hell!!!
Originally Posted by sarah-charlotte
welcome, u will always find support here and no judgement or guilt. try to stay strong, families worry, its just what they do - they get in the way and thy dont understand but they can get to u if u stay strong and block out all the bs! try to lift yourself passed it, it wont last forever - i moved out this summer and i cant begin to tell u how amazing it feels to finally be free from my family dramas! it will happen for u too.Last edited by pinkprincessbelle; 12-02-2008 at 06:07 AM.
Belle xxoo
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12-02-2008 #5
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thankss guys! i know i made the right decision in entering this website. i just feel like this is the way i can talk to supportive people instead of others who are just plain stupid.
anyway i'm travelling tomorrow to brasil for a week and it just makes sick to think about all the excuses i'll have to come up with about food and stuff. i just figured out to stick to cigarrettes every time i have to eat. that way i will win some time and i'll try to make the moment last as longer as possible. then if they still insist i eat something i will have won time and it will only be necessary to eat something really small!!
do you think that will work? i really don't wanna start purging. i've never done it...only used laxatives (a lot of them per day) but now my mother has confiscated them and i don't know wether i should buy some or what
xxx
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12-02-2008 #6
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Hey sweetie, I know just what you're going through as I just had to surrvive a five day food orgy at Thanksgiving. I smoked a lot and only nibbled--kept a plate of food in my hand but really ate very little of it. I didn't want to eat anything so the urge to purge was huge but with a house full of guests, it just wouldn't have gone undetected. I'll be thinking strong ana thoughts for you and you'll be ok.
We're here for you
...She starves herself to rid herself of sin
And the kick is so divine when she sees bones beneath her skin...Hey baby can you bleed like me?
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