My mothers annoying!

[Sween]

There's nothing like fasting and your mom up your ass! I can't stand it. She keeps asking what do I want for like dinner. . . obviously I'm not having dinner. . . but I can't tell her that. It's driving me insane. I am going to tell her I don't feel good, that usually works. I just hopes she doesn't keep it up.

I am going to go crazy! I wish I lived by myself. She's constantly up my ass. She always has these little comments about my dieting and restricting. It's not easy keeping this secret when you live with someone. . . I feel horrible because I constantly have to lie to her. But hey, I gotta do what I gotta do, you know? It sucks, but it would be even worst if she found out. I don't know what to do! I don't know, let me lie now and say I don't feel good. I can use a good nap anyway.


bye

[amr3149]

I just moved back home after two years of living alone..It sucks believe me!!

My thing is my family knows because I was hospitalized a few years ago. I hid it by spending a lot of time away from the house...with my friends, at the gym, etc. And whenever I was home, I'd say I had eaten out. And when I absoutely couldn't get out of it, like holidays...I'd just exercise until i (literally) collapsed afterwards. Purging is just suuuch a bad thing to do and I never wanted to get in the habit of it.

[mychonny]

when i got into this ed my mom got worried i always lied to her.
the guilt was horrible to me but as u said i got to do it.
my mom is annoying too and she always ask me to eat!
my mom always brings sweets from her job specialy for me
and sometimes cuz of her MY MOTHER i have to eat,so she wownt be sad.

but i know one tip that maybe could help-
i really dont like to clean this place up so my mom is always angry at me
so i've tryed to clean and she stoped to annoy me.
and i can do whatever i want she just gets away from me =).

damn and sry for my english i hate grammer

[annabella]

i'm in the same boat, i am just lost. my mum cooks me meals and will make sure i sit with her when i eat, i've started trying to get out of the house at meal times but i think she knows i'm lying. I suppose i have to realise it is none of her business, i am an adult and i can do what i like with my body. i'm going to try and make a diary of how i can avoid eating meals with her by the week so i can get organised, the weight wont fall off on it's own!

We can give each other strength

[saryndipitous]

I can sympathize ... I'm currently living at home because I'm on a medical leave from school. My mom first found out about my ED when my therapists insisted I see a nutritionist and she put 2 and 2 together. It's just frustrating because just yesterday she said I looked thin, when really I'm at my HW. I'm afraid that I won't be able to reach my GW without her and my therapist freaking out.

In a few weeks I'll might have the opportunity to move into my own apt, though I might end up commuting to school. I'm so ambivalent about ana right now that I don't know which I should do. If I live on my own, I know things could get out of control, though I'll also be able to be thin and beautiful. But if I live at home, I might just end up frustrated by having to hide my restriction and weight loss. I don't know what's best for me.

I had more or less recovered since I was motivated to do so to return to school. But part of me feels that it was all a lie; like I was just waiting until I was in school to relapse. I got really triggered last week by some proana blogs, so now I've started my project a little earlier than I expected. I'm just really confused about where to go from here. I really want to lose these 10 (15?) pounds I don't need, but I don't want to have to go through recovery again...

(Sorry, this started to get a little off topic. But my point is, is it better or worse when you're mom's keeping tabs on you?)

[Professorana]

Sorry girls, I have the complete opposite of a mother--she's partly in awe that I can get away with eating so little and she never bugs me to eat because I think on some level she's jeleous that I look as good as I do--especially since I just had a baby four months ago. On the other hand, when I lived in her appartment I would binge and purge right under her nose and she'd just ignore it. I'd turn the water on in the bathroom and vomit for ages and when I'd come out she'd say "were you throwing up?" If I said no, that was the end of the discussion.

Now that I'm married and moved out, I have plenty of time to be alone with ana but when my husband comes home, he's a bit of a binge trigger. I'm trying to figure out how to avoid this too but starting next week, I'll either be in class or teaching every night of the week so that shouldn't be too much of a problem anymore.

If any of you are legal adults, then just tell your moms you're not eating and that's that.